Uncharted Territory

Thursday, January 12, 2012

Through Dark Clouds & Heart Ache

~~School~~
~~Work~~
~~Boys~~
~~Cars~~
~~Money~~
~~Stressors~~

You know what I'm taking about. One of those days, weeks or months that just kicks you around and knocks you down. Makes you feel like the whole world is against you.

But then by some miracle, light comes into your life.
Maybe a continuing burst or even just a glistening ray.
Today it's been my girls
[You know who you are]

A random call
A reconciliation
A plan for the weekend
A facebook shout out

Whatever it was, and whoever you are..
you turned a rough 'n tough day into
one that had a little more light and a litte more love.

My friends remind me by their very steadfastness that
truth
beauty
&
goodness
exist in the world and that, no matter what, there are and always will be people loving people through think and thin.

Here's to you.

The friends who have stayed beside me when I wasn't sure who I was or were I was going.
[Thank you]

Sunday, January 8, 2012

She Who Dreams..

We're all apart of something.

It's

BIG

and

Important

and

Magical

But I dream of something more.
Something more powerful & captivating then anything else known to man.
Something that can't be described, only felt.
I dream of it often.
Too often.
I dream of...

Falling in Love

“He’s not perfect. You aren’t either, and the two of you will never be perfect. But if he can make you laugh at least once, causes you to think twice, and if he admits to being human and making mistakes, hold onto him and give him the most you can. He isn’t going to quote poetry, he’s not thinking about you every moment, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you could break. Don’t hurt him, don’t change him, and don’t expect for more than he can give. Don’t analyze. Smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad, and miss him when he’s not there. Love hard when there is love to be had. Because perfect guys don’t exist, but there’s always one guy that is perfect for you.”

- Bob Marley

I'm finally ready.
wasn't sure if I was
but I am.
Ready for...
          Long cuddle sessions.
          Hours of nothing.
          Holding hands.
          Messy hair and sweats.
          Meeting the family.
          PDA.
          Random conversations.
          Tolerating goofy quirks.
          Sharing everything from feelings to germs.
          Butterflies.
          Bragging to my people.
          Inside jokes.
          Shoulders to lean on and make numb.
          &
          The L word

Enough said.

It will cost you nothing to dream

and everything not to.

Friday, January 6, 2012

Something To Live By

I've learned that you can’t please everyone. So don’t even try it. It’s a waste of time trying to make everyone like you. Just be you. I've learned the hard way and in the end, some people are just so full of hate, that no matter what you say or do, they’ll always have something to say. They’ll never like you.

So what?

Life goes on.

This inspired my 2012 motto.

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

Anthem Of The Underdog

"Be strong when you are weak

Be brave when you are scared

Be humble when you are victorious"

I underestimate myself.

It's hard living in provo, with soo many beautiful intelligent girls and still feeling like you have something more to offer then everyone else.

It's become one big competition.

But I honestly believe that the girls aren't as genuine as they used to be.

I'm not the prettiest girl, and I'm not going to spend hours photo-shopping pictures to look like I am.

I'm not a rich little daddy's girl, I know how to work hard for things.

I'm not the smartest girl, I still have so much to learn from others.

So I may not be perfect.

But I'm %100 me.

I'm stubborn

indecisive

tough

loud

hard headed

goofy

honest

loyal

full of love

completely genuine.

There you have it. I'm just a girl who can admit her flaws, but knows her strengths. And regardless of how many amazing girls there are in this town, I still have a lot to offer.

& I believe that.