One In A Million.

It’s a strange thing, 
how you can love somebody, 
how you can be all eaten up inside with needing them-
and they simply don’t need you.
That’s all there is to it.
and neither of you can do anything about it.
And they’ll be the same way with someone else,
and someone else will be the same way about you
and it goes on and on- 
this desperate need- 
and only once in a rare million do the same two people need each other.
That is why love is so difficult.
and yet that's why
              
                                      is so incredibly beautiful.

Leighton Meester ft. Garrett Hedlund - Give In To Me by Paula Silva

And So It Goes...

Honestly.

I don't know how it happened.

I'm still trying to make sense of it all.

It's been nearly 5 years since I met my best friend.

5 years of ups and downs.

drama and excitement.

adventures and memories.

all gone and meaningless in a blink of the eye.

and why?

because you are doing your own thing?

because suddenly I'm not one you want to spend time with?

because you can't take two minutes to call?

because suddenly it's not enough to be with your best friend?

why?

Why does our friendship suddenly mean nothing?

although, i shouldn't be surprised.

i've been dragging this friendship for quite awhile now.

 i've been the one putting in the effort.
the one trying to keep things together.

well....
i'm done.

i will no longer fight for those who don't fight for me.
why would i?
you sure didn't.

this isn't the first time and that's why i still have a glimmer of hope that someday in the near future we can get back to what we were. but for now, my heart hurts to think that the best of friends have become two strangers.

but lucky for me.. God blesses me daily, and
my heart excites that two strangers have become the best of friends.